confessions of a dangerous mind

a dot in a small world a low lifer will not be paid attention in a glance, a rotten dream will be left doing idle if not gonna be taken seriously., low class from the hundred stairs above,my mind has taken you to understand that the world is full of questions and no one care to notice in a blog--romel cesa

all of us people use our own skills to survive our own battle,some people use a sewing machine to bring food on the table ,currency trading and gold has been changing lives on a sell ticket, but the cry of your own baby will prevent you from doing stuffs, life has a twist of regrets and happy moments, true story , writing a blog while carrying my baby boy lance matthew is my status., still on a highnote from a long vacation still unable to organize what lies ahead . my own legacy has began this is a fresh restater from the broken plan, wedding bells are soon to be heard this year fingers crossed.

our lives are not meant to be connected but by the help of the new technology , heaven leads me to meet a special creature that rocks my world to depression and made me write blogs again., it was a one lonely friday night last day of the first week of the year my heart was looking for someone ,my two months pregnant girlfriend cannot be at my side we had some missunderstanding and we decided to part ways for a while, i cant stand her mood swings, looking for a companion i browsed my phone and found a prospect, i got that number several weeks ago from flirting avenue online, i dont even recall how the girl looks like that time ,but knowing myself i only store the digits of the beautiful ones lol, so i send a message and put my game on., it was successfull i made her come over my place that night for dinner, pick her up from the convinience store downstairs and go straight to my hotel room . offered her to seat on the sofa beside i sat with her, knocked a few lines, and i kissed h...

its my creation i had created a very bad destiny that leads me to depression once again , few more days Im gonna be a contributor to the world, my son Lance Matthew is coming to lead me and the world to changes.,I quit a $50 weekly job in Eastwood city unpacking my 3 day suitcase, just got myself back pains from a folding bed nightmare makes me feel alone, when im not, i know there's a lot of educated and decent creatures that reads this lines ,and may give a proper life back to me, I was a sinner ,I fell down from the highest peak ,now I want it back, even just, in the middle of the margin. luck will not come unless u find it, im now setting my self to get it back. soon ull see.

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it was a very long journey since the last time i wreck my head and write stuffs about me on the internet, im still running from my own shaddow and dont have funds to make it all work at the same time, from petty crime to oceans eleven style now its running behind my back, treat this as a confession that i did it to teach him a lesson .