confessions of a dangerous mind

47 years old stock broker from broken dreams walk of life , the word success describes him in every note a total asset to the company in refering people to think that they need to have it, persuasive excited forte is his game . and he miss pounding the ball to the 8th hole with the people who swings rod intentionally to hit the ball and get it to the hole,if your still not getting it 'its golf.

friday morning blog, is not normal to other people, who study neuro linguistics and math for shares of analysis. but the indo hemp help the cows of my dreams to be fulfilled .but it feels that somethings heating up on the otherside paraniod again and negative powers pulls my power down, holiday sickness ,decemberitis is uncureable, where am i? after the 5g bonus,

loosers ambition is to be like me, independent in indo with lots of cash to spend ,i can really get whatever i want ,except of one thing in life,you might know it because your reading my space and if unnoticed it might be for you,reffering to unknown projects that might give you a headache for thinking, this is the true story of things., now bring up your mind into a level of sharpness . its novembers last week in 09 calendar sitting 70% on the project ten grand this xmas if the rumors was true on the piker ville residents forum.

after the bangkok expedition, my fate leads me again to jakarta. thats why it took me months to write something on this . now i know that im not normal and i fully understand now what this game is, finally. it almost took me a year to prove myself to the special people who had given me the opportunity. luck was on my side this month plus the hardwork was paid . im now sitting 13% of my 10 grand goal before xmas. the whole week was very good to me the captain has made my ego full of possible positive things to happen. plus the governor had given me a book to enhance my power, and i was very thankfull for that gift . he had given me the book at the exact time i finished reading the book that i found in the trash bin. weekend loneliness kills me here but i have to continue and be numb for that feeling ,it will only hold me back for reaching what i want to happen. hoping to go back to my homeland with an ear to ear smile and a baggage full of benjamins. so in that way i will get the re...

he was the first day luck of the office ,beavis and butthead didnt pay attention to a new comer, his hardwork and courage was never noticed, romanians are better than flips in this office, thats what they want to happen , power tripping new bosses in this field has carelessly wasted a real salesman ., 15 days in bangkok is a reason to change his life ,but chances are in his own hands now, reasonable on his side .atleast he learn how to worship the 4 face budha in chitlom, walks the dirty streets of patpong where ping pong show are the attraction ,bts to nbk , rainbow4 at nana plaza , and have arguements on soi cowboy so we skip to rca route 66 and jump of to club bossy of the thai mafia.worth it! plus a young thai offers her virginity to a foreign filipino. chase has experienced everything around him except kaosan road. he will comeback to visit that place soon.

this is my first normal blog written without the help of my favorite smoke . its been 3 weeks without mj and i honestly miss her ,the whole town is dry ., no one wants to sell, because theres a price on every caught seller. no one will buy if no one will sell is the mayor's motto., I cant blame him for that. its his job to keep the community clean. like the world market your lowness is depressed for almost a month and a half. broke and unsigned, spending time on my pc all day and building pipelines to some handicraft importers to export my my friend's handmade handicraft abroad. I ended up as a middleman for the person who was just like me last year when I was in rainmaker. but this just for me to learn from the mistakes that ive done, you cannot change the world unless you change yourself. in the world that im living right now everything has changed since I came back from jakarta. bitterness is all around, my world become too small ive loosen my drive, I admit it., maybe its p...

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brutal tremendous changes has happened as it was expected while doing the same lifestyle of a 25 year old bummer spoiled brat lazy from jakarta .twist has happen to his luck again ,and its hard to find solutions at this point of time, but there are still options, for his mindset . connections for the other corporation still waits the prospect and observing the back is not my style. month may pass again hopeless for better time to go with another $200 allowance office.

im a desperate geek who is currently banging another expats pretty wife ,that ive learn the best sexual posistion in this world ,with her.,thats because lately ive been spending my time infront of the computer, thats how i met her lonely.absolute solution while im waiting for the call of duty and hoping to get rich faster than posible. ive burned my bridge to jakarta thought it was a wise move ,i think it is. theres a bettter place for my skills here in my country . but still tomorrow is not promised to me. i always hope for a brighter day to come . my skin gets more clearer and better than before and i hope it will continously get well and better. thanks for my first sponsor who started it. this is another proof of my worth today.

a dangerous broke move. uncertain still knowing that pots are illegal and obvious with valiums double shot prevented move. mountaindew bottles are the only witness .i never did it, and stand up! noted to the jury of financing department of my life, nine days are over for those who counts, but in my filipino passport it was ten. a hope with 3 stars shines but i still long for the far one who has taken by a jeepney and gone to dubai and sweden. yellowish thumbs cause skin infection ,when it was prick and done by a brutal lady .we need to detox since tomorrow. what make me write this post as a pilot triangle lines in my brain cells which control the system of liquidity tommorow.but promises are meant to be broken to say goodbye for an instant day that hoping to end smiling

everybody make mistakes and fail. wrong decisions ,false belief and selfishness thats how to describe myself now, i was nothing im totally broke . i stayed 9 days and live in one of the largest condominium in southeast asia. still cant believe that im a part of an international organised crime syndicate. its my decision to take the tempting offer. even though the treatment for filipinos like me is unfair, but i think i can go with it with $200 a week allowance. i think its much better than staying at home and getting bed sores . the manager wants me to comeback ., and im still undecided to take the 5% for fronting.

for me it was the month of cold nights even though your higness is not cruel to dope sellers lately,had been investigated for night member in our community that has been gun down ,that it was a clear head shots., two has fired by a 38 pistol .,heaven takes him says her mother but for others its a clear revenge because the victim is a whisperer for the underground operations..thoughts to him in my depression . Seriously the matters of this writtings will proof my worth for the today., still lucky to have this girl who shows love and has plans to take me out of the mudpit. financial stability is what she has to offer in exchange for love. wish our plans will become a success in this week. information will make us money secrets is what we should keep mindset' that we both have in thinking . nearly i was hooked by her on my idle time in the begining, but what we have done on our first meeting is a sacred blending of our minds in thingking that makes us bonded after. Due to my agreemen...