confessions of a dangerous mind

I never realized that Iam now stuck in an island that has no tomorrow., Ive been working for more than 3 years and still I have no savings what I only have are memories of it, ive attained nothing.is it because I was raised this way? I must admit that ive been influenced by the people around me in the early stages of my life or maybe thats because I have no father figure when i was growing up, my mentors was my uncle's and aunt's that spoils me and made me who Iam today,but in that experience ive learned how to use money for power,friends,girls and to earn respect, but not for my future. There are lots of things that I would like to have, places that I would like to go, and many things to do, but its limited sooner ill be 25 im no longer a kid, I have plans to cut the vices that i have but its not that easy,a song of Mick jagger says "old habits die hard" but Iam determined to change for the sake of my inspiration. Iam hoping to meet someone like her to help me in thi...

The Angel is flying away from me.,Maybe She is just a part of my awakening. Thanks anyway for many things that She made me realize, at first I think im tough enough, but in her own special way She showed me that I was weak and rusty., She's my doctor of advise, the one who knows whats bad and good for me.like a medicine she's my daily dose of happiness that gives me a reason to continue my journey in life. Her good heart understands my selfish ways, appreciates the good things thats ive done to others. Its sad to know that She have to go., maybe She's too good for me and I really need to improve myself , Im really looking for a reason why our Souls meet. Her eyes showed me the future in her arms and She made me forget all the bad memories in my past, reminds me of the good ones .She's the Teacher who teached me what LOve is.

Toxic or talk sick it doesnt matter, aslong as im still earning money in every hour that i spend here in our so called office. Our fire portal database has been down for hours today and forecasting amounts for software license renewals has kept me busy since Monday. I just lately realized that being a third party is difficult and uncertain in every aspect . thats my role this past few days in work and in my personal life.,my gambling business has been down lately. a job offer to work in jakarta keeps on bothering me, I was curious to try the stock selling business, but I have a regular work that pays me almost the same here in Makati. Almost everyday the account that im in has a new rule to follow and observe, it was pretty confusing but I have to hold on , compared to the other accounts that they have here in the company, being a part of the CA account is an honor not just because of bilingual people who works in this account or the pay that it gives us., its the premium pride that m...